there's this TWO post which I havent update cause there consist of 650 pics? And Ive been like saving it till now. I dont wanna give a damn on that dy, I wont post it and I wont care about it, anymore.

Unless I really really got the time.

Life's really very miserable, maybe its just to me. If you're lucky enough, it wont be. Im glad enough that I'll be leaving soon cause I dont have any friends / true friends?
I USED to have but now things just gone so complicated, misunderstanding. Can I turn back?

I dislike the year 2009, we'll see with the following year which is 2010.
I hope hope hope
-it will go better
-have more friends, pretty please. :' (
-dont get bully but I know sometimes you all are just playing, but I just take it too seriously, sometimes Im just not good enough for you all. You all got your own, but I ...
-i will try my very best for everything
-stop disliking here and there
i cant take it and i dont understand.

I kept on crying, well of course there are reasons. But if you keep on crying, so what? You can change back the things you want? YOU CAN CHANGE? CAN YOU? NO. So no point crying on your bed. I'll always cry on my bed cause there's the best place to cry. No one will notice you; rachel.

There are songs that can make me cry.
If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield, If Only I sing it.
My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion.

Alright, go ahead! go ahead! go! gola! go! call me such a bitch! so childish!
Go, even doe I care alot but I just have to get used to it, cause it wouldnt stop, it wouldnt.
It's too obvious. Sometimes you have to think properly when you want to talk bad about me, if you dont want me to know. If you want me to know then you dont have to hide it just talk nor tell it right infront of me like how you did that to me during recess although you're bigger than me, so what? There's nothing much you can doubt do. And I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU! and one day you just POP out in my life by just LOOKING at me, you know LOOKING then you started to talk bad stuffs about me, UGH.

!@#$

I need someone who can understands me.
fyi; im nocturnal, i sleep in the day. and i like it that way, are you?
Alright at least a smile.

: )